everyone deserves to be happy, so do you?
most of the time, i pretend i don't care
because i don't want to get caught affected
and also because i WANT to MOVE ON
and get a life
but LIFE doesn't want me.. i guess
so my life's a mess of shit over and over and over AGAIN
for many times, i tried to be optimistic
but i always fail myself
maybe i'm being so much self absorbed
i want many things
so many, that i often forget
so many, that i often get overwhelmed
which leads me the courage to begin a new path
but in the middle, i always start to doubt myself
and then, i give up..
so i always end up with nothing but uncertainty
this is how fucked up my life's cycle is..