Saturday, March 26, 2011


most of the time people are wrong, thinking i am wrong.. and now i'm bored so i will be wrong, to prove they are right - that i am wrong..

life never fail to fail me

Saturday, March 19, 2011


everyone deserves to be happy, so do you?
most of the time, i pretend i don't care
because i don't want to get caught affected
and  also because i WANT to MOVE ON
and get a life

but LIFE doesn't want me.. i guess
so my life's a mess of shit over and over and over AGAIN

for many times, i tried to be optimistic
but i always fail myself
maybe i'm being so much self absorbed
i want many things
so many, that i often forget
so many, that i often get overwhelmed
which leads me the courage to begin a new path
but in the middle, i always start to doubt myself
and then, i give up..
so i always end up with nothing but uncertainty

this is how fucked up my life's cycle is..

Thursday, March 17, 2011


"she's not sick.. mentally though, she is"
that's how real "real friends" talk to you
or at least it was just for me.. lol..

i know my sanity has left me,
or it was just as i thought

for i have had none


now, i don't care again
i don't care if people fuck with my life
'cause i'll understand they just can't get their own LIFE to fuck with

i won't care whatever shit they say
'cause i believe in EA
misery loves company
and company loves more
more loves everybody else
but hell is others

as of now, i'm still hoping
for better things
not yet the "best things" though..

i will am very thankful to the omni-being for everything
i will be very very very thankful if i won't flunk PROG4
so help us GOD

hoping this light won't leave me :">